Midnight

Its 1:17 am. The time when i should normally go to bed. Not go to but should go otherwise i am missing the 5 am bus tomorrow from Godawari to RNAC. I dont feel like sleeping . Actually i have never gone to bed because i was feeling sleepy since months now . My long distance girlfriend just cut the call, wishing me a good night. I think she is cheating on me and just waiting for the right time to break things up . I dont have any evidences but i feel that quite often intuitively . She hangs out with this Aakash guy, who is her co worker. Apparently Aakash has a girlfriend but still hangs out with my girl every now and then. Aakash this aakash that, i have heard more about this moron than i have heard about anyone in the last few months. I would have punched this moron, if it wasn't for the distance from Kathmandu to Australia. Pillow is missing from my bed. Ohh i see it in the corner of my room. Its upon the red fibre bag and i dont know how. The fibre bag has Michael Jackson poster. Anup gifted it to me on my birthday 4 days back.I told him i will attach it to wall in a few days .Imitating Michael has won me several trophies in school. My old teachers still remember my dance acts. I dont feel like attaching it to my wall. I dont know why ,as i love Michael i should have done it already. I just dont feel like doing it. I don't know how long more the red fibre bag is going to be on the room corner maybe untill the next time Anup comes over, then i will have to look for another place and an excuse too .